This is an account of my journey, detailing the moments of a life free from nicotine and alcohol. I've found it helpful to document the ideas and events along the way to always remember where I came from and where I am heading. This will help me stay in the present moment and free from active addiction. I also hope that this blog can be used to inspire and benefit those who are also seeking refuge from their addictions.
Thursday, December 10, 2015
50 days clean and sober
This won't be a long one. It's late and it's time to move on to the next day. Things have been going fast for me. I've had both ups and downs and I don't always want to be positive but I'm sick of the negative. I've been learning to transfer negative to positive and always try to be thankful and look for what I can make work out of a bad situation.
Smoking has always been negative for me. It keeps fear, guilt, shame and self hate alive. Every moment, day, week, month I stay smoke free I am that much further from nicotine and the junky voices. I am that much further away from all the drag down emotions that are connected to it!
I am thankful for all the support I get from my friends, family and online support. I am so thankful to be doing what I've wanted to be doing for years and keep the quit no matter what may come my way!
Adam
always thankful
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