Been staying positive for the most part. I try to be thankful about all that I have and focus on those things. Well, today I’m pissed off.
Been broke = stressed
can't tip coworkers out because no cash tips=pissed and people eye balling me
I've been sick = annoying
my tinnitus (constant ringing of the ears) is worse because sick = drives me crazy
turn fan on to drown out the noise in my head and smash my knee against edge of bed = pain
haven't smoke or drank in 2 weeks = priceless
Will smoking help a damn thing? NO. Will drinking until I relapse do a damn thing? NO
I pledge to remain smoke and drink free today no matter what may come my way! Writing this has calmed me down.
Adam
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